7/6
For all the horrid weather we have dealt with this week—rain
every day, whipping winds, muddy traps, fallen trees, soupy roads, sad crops,
no bears—today is absolutely beautiful.
Now, it could be because I’m not working, and just have an opportunity to
lounge, but regardless. I am supremely thankful for this Saturday.
I wandered out to the edge of a scrubby dip…the wild land in
my huge front yard. I’m maybe 100 yards
from the cabin and “civilization,” but with my back to it, I can pretend I have
found solitude. My temporary seat is in
my hammock, strung between a catalpa tree—elegant with its spade-shaped leaves
and stringy seed pods—and a sawtooth oak—graceful and sharp, with jagged leaves
and shaggy acorns littering the ground.
From here, I can feel the wind come at me, full tilt, mussing my hair,
cooling my bare feet (OH! How I miss going without confining boots and
socks!). I see the wind wave that derned
romantic invasive, Spanish moss, see it bend the tall grass—you know, the one
with a v-shaped, seed studded top with those annoying black bits—hear it rise
and die not unlike the waves of an ocean.
It may be a July Saturday in Georgia, but I only know that
for the white noise of cicadas and the incessant, yet charming, question of the
bobwhite call. Without those tells, I
would easily believe I was on the edge of an ocean with the strangely calming,
yet irritatingly irregular, rhythm of waves.
Frankly, I’d rather be…
Here than there. HA.
Gotcha. You thought I’d choose the
beach. Nope. I’m looking out into a sea of green,
rippling, fluttering, waving, and shuddering in the wind, and it is infinitely
more interesting to all the senses than the blue and tan of a beach. For one thing the birds have better tastes in
music. Quick trills, long runs, perky
chirps, squeaky wheels, and persistent questioning phrases bounce all over, accompanying
the bring flashes of red, blue, yellow, brown, black and gray of these
birds. For another, my sea of grasses,
pines, oaks, blackberries, cherries, greenbriar, grapes, daisies, pokeberries,
poison ivy, maples, Virginia creeper and countless other plants provide
numberless shades of green that rival the best box of crayons. And today is different from tomorrow: in that
time some leaves will burn, will brown, will turn red, will mature into a
darker, more “adult” green. Yes, I would
take this sea over the blue one (comprised of “seafoam green,” “sky blue,” “turquoise,”
“slate gray,” “cadet blue,” and “sand).
The whipping wind does not sandblast your skin, but instead serves as a
gnat removal tool and a cooling touch to contrast the hot sun peeking through
the rippling leaves. AND the wind brings
with it that smell I can only describe as “green.” The wind picks it up from that vast dip
before me and rushes it to my nose, uphill, as if to say: You smell that? That’s
life! It’s quiet, inexplicable, but
bursting with infinitesimal processes and constant change!
Indeed, that smell is far more pleasant than the aroma of
salt—NaCl? A reminder of chemistry?—and sand—chunks of old, dead creatures and bits of
glass litter?—and gull poop—I mean,
gross.
So, you beachgoers, carry on, reclining on your 2.5x5.5 foot
toweled rectangle, coating your body with wind-borne sand. I’ll be here, buffeted by cooling winds that
carry with them the exhalations of the green, living sea before me.
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In other news, on Friday I darted my first bear!! YEAH! I need practice, but I did it!
Saturday night I caught my first bear!! YEAH! I reset a trap Casey had put together, and it
caught a bear! Unfortunately, this was a
bear we’d already collared (109)…and caught three other times. Actually, he was the handsome 280lb bear I
posted a picture of in “Summer Nights”. Silly
bear, traps are for new bears. Maybe he
just likes the free nap!
You're a regular Thoreau. Except unlike Thoreau, you're legit, and your mom doesn't show up at your cabin once a week to do your laundry. ;-)
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